Sunday, October 15, 2006
graduation day
last fri was graduation day...hehez...it had been a tearful & emotional day...cos i cried TWICE? can u believe it? at least i dun....i admit i dun cry easily in front of ppl...esp in sch...i never shed a tear in pri or sec sch as i rmb...i'll always try to keep my tears from falling...cos to me...crying is embarrassing lahz...hahaz...maybe becos i always keep my feelings inside me...i end up crying at home for no reason...maybe to release some emotions...sometimes i'll cry at some touching tv dramas...when ppl dun find it touching lahz...hahaz...i'm a weirdo....
dunnoe why...since i came to nyjc...i've been crying lots...hahaz...maybe as u grew older...cnt control ur emotions lohz...became a more sensitive person i guess...hahaz...i'm also very afraid to cry...becos once i cry...i cnt stop! Really...it's scary! so it's better not to cry than cry...i can cry until my eyes get swollen lahz...so ugly...hohohoz
alright...it may seems normal to cry on graduation day...since this is the day where u really kiss goodbye to ur sch days, leaving ur bunch of friends, officially not a nyjcian, and blah blah...hahaz...i cried lst when syl gave me my early bdae present....it's Goong soundtrack VCD!!! i'm sooooo touched tat i cried! hahaz...maybe becos she knows wat i like....wahahaz...probably it's obvious....hahaz...juz too shocking...didnt expect it coming...hahaz...
as i think it's a culture to do some gifts on graduation...i made scroll of letters to all my classmates...haiz...now i noe it's really tough to write for 20 plus ppl...i spent the whole night thinking & writing....hahaz...i'm glad they like it and and hope our friendship will last!
the graduation ceremony is typical...speeches...presentation of CCA awards and jc2's gifts to the sch ( tat's the funny part!!) all classes are supposed to present gifts to nyjc as a form of memorial thingy...so our class presented cash to plant a mango tree! wahahaz...our sch is gonna become a plantation...got many classes gave palm trees (nyjc's trademark)...then got saga tree, rambutan tree...hehez...some classes even gave swings and see-saws! i really wonder wat nyjc will look like in future? hahahaz!
the 2nd time i cried...shld say i laughed until i cry was when watching the videos of the teachers to the students...some of the videos are very funny...now i noe our teachers can be funny & creative at times! our principal was even more clever...he was filmed at the provision shop... pointing to a bag of good grade rice 'AAA' brand...get it? hehez...smart lahz!
yeah!!! we graduated again...cos it's juz a short couple of yrs since the last graduation...hmmm...this'll be the last entry for now...cos i'll have to pia for now...be back after battle! hehehz....
PS: JIA YOU TO ALL...got abt one month till the END of exams...so work hard, play hard too (cos cnt over-exert urself mahz!) May be the knowledge be with U !
tat's it at 1:15 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
special: post- ping bdae- celebration
announcing....i slacked half the day ytd!!! hahaz...at least i got an excuse...it's ping's post bdae celebration...thanx to her...finally can relax a bit in an outing...i was really happy ytd...cos all four of us can get together...eat, crap, and gossip!!! probably...tat's wat most gals do....hehezfirstly...we shocked ping wif a mini mango cake...(wow! luckily it's her fav flavour cake!!!)...btw...the cake's name is very unique..."Mango Tropicana"....hahaz...suitable for ping lahz...i can see she's touched though our surprise a bit funny (cos me & ong used the same trick everytime...hahahz...)
dor came along and all of us marched to PIZZA HUT (my FAV!!!) for lunch...it's always an enjoyable experience to eat in a classy restaurant with my frens....feel like as if we are tai-tais....wahahaz...we ordered the family set...hahaz...remind me tat we are a family ( me- husband, ping-wife, dor-mistress, ong-maid!!!) we chatted while we eat...i rmb our topic is abt the horror of reaching to the twenties soon...(since ping is only one who's turned 18)....i was indeed horrified lahz...cos i dun wan to touch the numerical 2....only ping is calm to accept reality...kudos...hahaz...
we shopped around tm & century square...wanting to buy something tat we can have in common...to represent our friendship...so after a long decision...we bought coloured rings...very nice....i'll rmb to wear at every outing...hohohoz...of cos...the highlight shld be taking neoprints (almost our routine for every outing)...we also bought some stuff for ourselves...i bought cheap comic books (Du Yi bookstore rocks lahz!)...i realised my eyes always shine at cheap sale stuff...esp vcds & books...beginning to feel very auntie liaoz...wahahah...
a few other surprises we had ytd...stumbled upon the recording of Channel U's Shoot 2 at century square....and met shawn there as well....the world is really small...
basically...i had fun ytd...but the haze was rather terrible...so folks....better drink more water and stay indoors...stay healthy and eat more supplements...wohohoho....
PS: hey ping, dor & ong...i uploaded 2 neoprints already in my friendster account....feel free to copy it...hehez...
btw...i personally like a neoprint we took ytd...the pic tat has 4 diff. personalities...ppl noe i like to write stories & scripts...hahaz...actually i had thought of participating in the Phua Chu Kang Scriptwriting competition (ping suggest i shld join...hahaz)...but hor...i dun have any inspiration & time also...though the prize money seems alluring but hahaz...i wld give a miss...however, back to the neoprint...it gave me inspiration to write a new story...wahahaz
i wrote 'X-rated gals' series 1 & 2 for my frens b4 but i think i lost series 1 & my series 2 is incomplete... (X- rated gals is adapted a bit frm Charlie's Angels...character reference frm my frens...) prob after exams...i'll upload my masterpiece on my another new blog (mainly on my creations)...hahaz...
anyway...the new story will be something like....
a bride-to-be gal who's on her way to registry of marriage to get engaged...stumbled upon a magical well & met 3 different gals frm different generations...a geisha frm ancient japan wif a mysterious past, a roman princess running away from an arranged marriage and a superwoman cop from the future who gets entangled in forbidden love....4 of them befriend each other...a beginning of joy, sorrow, love & friendship....
hahaz...this is the pic of my inspiration!!!
is the storyline nice? pls give comments & ideas! hehez...tat's it at 2:06 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
underdog
looking at singapore idol poster in my room...i pasted "underdog" on hady's pic a few months back...thinking he'd the potential to win...and he did...although i was rooting for jonathan...no regrets tat hady won since he can sing...but i was horrified by the difference of votes between jon & hady...jon only garnered 30% votes...& my 5 votes were included...juz wan to clarify tat i support jon not becos of his looks...but he can sing too...but vocally lost out to hady...& hady can also be on par with jon in terms of looks since he looks charming in his way...so as the cliche says...both are winners....talk a bit abt the s'pore idol performance show tat i went live in s'pore indoor stadium...is better than i expected...the sound system is simply great though the visual part is horrible (my seats are far far away lohz...) but i dun care since it's free tickets anyway...the atmosphere is very high...u can really feel the hype & how things are operated...totally diff frm watching television...hahaz...and i also went to grab goodie bags (we are not supposed to have those...i think which is unfair lahz...) becos i juz resist free stuff...wahahaz...so next time i dun going to a concert afterall...but of cos...with better seats!
back to serious note...i got back all my prelim results...there's sure to be shockers & demoralisers...generally i think i did badly...at least not up to my expectations...i saw it coming but juz tat i dun wan to accept the reality somehow...as wat i told ong...at this pt in time...passing a sub is not the key anymore...it's abt getting a respectable grade...u see...having a pass does not satisfy me anymore (at least it does in the past...hehez) i'm beginning to hunger for more...becos i'm scared tat i'll disappoint ppl around me...i'm carrying a burden tat's permanent...(feels like as if i'm an inexperienced crown prince waiting to ascend the throne...) wahahaz...better dun let my nerves get me...
one says tat we shld reflect on our prelims...finding our strengths & weaknesses...i guess i've more weaknesses...hahaz...i realised tat i get freaked out & partially black out easily...probably becos i was afraid to under perform...so i'm trying to find back the carefree and happy-go-lucky self...cos under those circumstances...maybe i really perform at ease...and naturally...stuff will come to ur head...i was murdered by my carelessness during this exams...for subs supposedly to be my a bit stronger ones...so things are really unpredictable & unexpected....
being a capricorn...we are known to be ambitious & competitive...but surely enough...i dun find these features in me...but totally opposite...but slowly...i realise these features are in me in a diff. way...frankly speaking...i aspire to be an underdog...where ppl focus on the hot faves...letting their guard down on underdogs' potential to shine...i really envy ppl who can improve tremendously in their grades in short period of times...shocking every individual...showing ppl tat despise them b4 tat they can succeed too...hahaz...hot faves are also in hard positions to maintain well...i'm not a consistent player but i need a breakthrough to show wat i'm made of at least...but it's gonna be really really tough!
believe ourselves tat we are underdogs or dark horses( we've not failed yet!)...there may be hot faves everywhere...but who noes...with our own capabilites & strive...we can also be recognised & respected for who we are...i dun wanna be the best...but to be somebody who's proud of my ownself....
ahhhh----but it's going to be a tough battle to fight...haiz....(cos i'm more of 'words' than 'action' person...hahaz...)
btw...hAppy ChILdReN'S DAy....although i'm not a child for dunno how many yrs already...but least i'm very young at heart...hahaz...